Evenings

Here we go again with thinking. I don't know but I hate when I think and then over think and then think some more. What is the point? I always think negative and want to accomplish into being positive. Concentrating is  what I'm trying to do. There will always be a fire where someone will get burn. But then we have to get back up and try. I just don't get why people lie. I just gave up on life and stopped asking why. It's so funny how my heart is so deceiving. People stepped on it too much I take a stand and say STOP! But no one listens. Lets see who listens this time.......

The mornings

Every morning is a new start. If you make it the new start. You have to choose to change or to just be the boring you. I chose to change. I want to be able to experience new techniques of life. Emotionally, physically, whatever it takes to get to the place I want to be I would be so happy. This morning was like a breather. Happy to be alive happy to see another day. It can be so beautiful until it crashes down but we always have to keep your head up. Crap! I'm babbling! Lol but every morning should be different. Always have a smile on your face :*

Things I like about Prince Tech

Prince Tech is located in Hartford, CT and I am a junior; class of 2014. I love how Prince Tech has academics then shop. This is a challenge to me even though it gets stressful at times. I love to push myself and being able to achieve something feels so relieveing. In shop we have to learn new techqniques and we get tests like a regular teaching class. In this case I am in manufacturing and I build objects and design them. We learn about the tools and the steps in using certain machines. We also take tests for those and graded on our participation. In academics it is regular classes but not a lot of homework. That is one thing I would want this school to improve on. However, we do get various projects and essays to work on. Balancing those two different kind of work is exciting to me and I love the challenge I need to achieve everyday.

The Life

What can I say? Life is very complicated at the moment. It is true it is a rollercoaster. At times don't you feel like you want something so bad but then you feel as if something is holding you back? That is my situation. I can't point my finger to exactly what I really want. People find it hard to become happy. Will I ever be happy? Or just find a reason to not be happy? I hate overthinking everything but people can't change the way they feel. Every happy little thing I tend to push away. Isn't that something?

Prelude of Love

It all began with the sweetest touch, the softest kiss, and the longest hugs. Until it all comes crashing down. First love is the hardest but there will not be an end to it. Opening your heart to someone is scary. This is what happened to me. I did not know who I was dealing with nor did I know what love is all about. At twelve years old all kids think about is the mall, movies, and friends. I thought about my ex boyfriend. Everything was so dandy; going to the movies everyday, hanging out with his family, and even going on adventures with him. Three years passed and everything changed. Sixteen years old would be expected to be the best year ever, but to me it was the hardest. The penetrating ach of a heart hurts and the bleeding just wouldn't stop...Until I finally realized life goes on. A year has passed since I can remember the heartache. We all learn from our mistakes and I surly did learn mine. Being young and in love is not the way to go but we all fall into that stage.